I should have known that things would end like this
Why do people give me hope,
That  once again I have lost
That  I have now become a ghost.
The tears fill my eyes
My blood falls from the sky to the abyss.
That I have lost that last battle unable to save even my self,
The darkness bringing me to the point of death
That I have become my true self,
That I have to be alone
Lonlyness is my life from now on,
That the warmth leaves my empty heart
That I don’t want to try.
That your gone and im lost in this world,
That I lost my happiness and I am in this sea of tears
That I cant live with out you but I cant be with you,
Must I become darkness since the light has been taken
I cant lie to my self….i love her,
I cant even forget her anymore
That all I want to do is fly far away into the darkness.