this is wierd im happy and in love and i just am happy and i want to write this and some of it by my beatiful angel.

angelofdarkness
its been along time but i know this will get better if i keep god and trust him. so i hope to be back soon and write and draw and yeah im aod

tia
i'm the most happy person in the world, and he promises to make more poems and art for you guys!! and me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i start at new. maybe things will end and begin again....lets keep trying

i come today to find that...one of my friend has decided to leave....that i bring sadness...that i do things that i have never done...i dont know what i did wrong...i guess everything.....such is fate...im still with out internet for awhile sorry...and to Ra. i hope one day you can forgive me...im sorry eveyrone bey

leaving again why eco problems...unkonws return date ims orry...im sorry il try to drop when i can ok...take care all ims orry

well to start the day my brother left to the hospital becuase today is the day his baby is born. now he and his wife are not togeather at the moment soo its very hard for him and everyone...i hope it turns out ok.

today i had my doc. appointment....so i went but before i talked to rezzi that helped alot since i was nervous...so we talked for a while and then i had to go...we got there and stuff....and i talked to the doc. and the consuler. after hrs of talking and just figuring stuff i was told i would be medicated and would see the consuler again since i see the one at school already ...i dont know how that will work out...but anyhow soo now im taking antydepression medicine...i forget the name and im going to feel bad and be worst for the first week until my chemichal invalance becomes balance. and then i should be better... i am afraid it wil change me or il be different...*sighs* i dont know right now im like....i dont know....*sighs*

i cleaned my room for the first time since i moved to the old room that was mine before my brothers wife left him (long story) so its cleaner lol and yes it looks like its liveable lol. and im nervouse since its time for me to take my one pill per day TT_TT im like scared..i want to be better but not change or be like different i want to be...ME.... so i dont know...well ttyl and il try to get some of you guys presents to you ok if i havent already. later and happy new year from angel ^_^....*sigsh*